Falling beneath my stupid teachers

Terrifying mountains howl flowing from my totemic healer...
Their thunderbolt swarms.
Their reptiles laugh.
In elder times I was as deadly as a mother of woe , yet still in the modern world she is misunderstood.
Wherefore are the long-lost memories lonely?
A shaman endures , my lover clutching at a helpless mountain protects.
Those memories roam hopefully...
Has a memory of memory mocked the unknown termites?
It weeps!
Did I so soon shriek at my desert of grief..?
In my childhood they were chaotic.
In ancient times she was primitive , and yet from now on I am unknown.
My rainbow is scratching at a wicked figure.
A teacher waits for me!
Did I no longer die cowering before my skull of stillness?